Greetings and blessings to you all my fellow strangers (just kidding) I am the strange one in this case. All jokes aside, it has been a while since I've posted anything and to tell you the truth it's been rough. Depression is real and I'm not to the point where I'm in any danger to myself or others but dealing with the loss of a close loved one is a brand new challenge for me. I'm quite surprised that I've made it thus far but God is so awesome and He always send someone or something my way to reassure me all will work out for the better and that way worse could've been the case if the situation were opposite. I know it's others out there currently suffering like me but let me be the first to tell you, you're never alone. I deal with the same hurt and quite frankly it will never end but that does not mean you got to stop living. If anything a death that hit so close to home should inspire us to live more! I know my little bro would want me to live...